Concealed Sentiments

++sent through an email by my friend..i find it cute, and decided to post it.

During my youngest days I don't know where is my place Whether in a far away hill Or in the place where I'll be killed Then one day I started to fall in love I know it's a gift from up above But then how come you go away? You made me cry, I felt betrayed I have no hope, I was lost Deep inside there's a hole, I felt worst Why life is so unfair? One day you're here and then suddenly disappear Happiness that I once gain Turned into sadness and great pain All my effort were in vain Useless and out of flame Now that you're suddenly gone Gone 'till the dawn of the sun I think it's a mystery Than can create a big tragedy It's time for me to say goodbye Remembering all, then I cry Looking at the dark sky Wishing that I'll just die If you are gone I will treasure that you're the one Who would mold me into a better man Who can do anything as long as there's sun... ++this poem was given to me..but honestly speaking, i don't know if this is reall...

My boyfriend broke up with me. My family hated me. I flunked on three major exams. I got my first grade below 2.0. But there's good news too. God still loved me. It may sound like a sad country tune but it all came true for me one semestral break, a few weeks before my birthday. I was anxious and in despair, and I felt as if everything I loved and wanted was abruptly taken away...my family...my love...my dreams...my life... I didn't see much hope for me. I always found myself in our school's prayer garden, crying my heart out. I felt miserable and lost for a few months. I knew I should let go and let God do his ultimate plan for me. But I couldn't, or it's better to say that I wouldn't. I chose to travel the lonely path of my life. That is, until I reread the story of Job who had it even worse. As the story unfolds, he loses his whole family, except for his sympathetic wife. Job also loses all his property and livestock. Then he suddenly breaks out in terrible ...

Looking for somebody I found out nobody In this world where everybody Is searching for anybody I've been everywhere In a place of nowhere Only to find out you're just anywhere But somehow, I'm lost somewhere Until I saw you Shining beyond the blue I tried to reach you I focused myself but I can't do Until one day I realize To let this love come true What I fantasize Now, my dreams I will recognize Time has come to love you All my fears I will throw To prove to you that it's all true Try me, just give me a clue Now I'm starting to create A true happening.... Where we should meet Because I came to love you late ++ this was made for me before "he" courted me..hehehe

There was a book entitled “Eleven Minutes” by Paulo Coelho and I found it very intriguing. I’m not promoting his book for, I haven’t read it to its last page. I only had an excerpt of it. Some of you may find this boring, but some may like it. I just want to share these insights with you. It can open your eyes, and be a believer just like me. Some may say: "Love is a terrible thing that will make you suffer..." All our life, we thought of love as some kind of voluntary enslavement. Well, that’s a lie: freedom only exists when love is present. The person who gives him or herself wholly, the person who feels freest, is the person who loves most wholeheartedly. And the person who loves wholeheartedly feels free. In love, no one can harm anyone else; we are each of us responsible for our own feelings and cannot blame someone else for what we feel. "It hurts when we lost various men or women we fell in love with." Now, though, I am convinced that no one loses anyone, bec...

I am not a poet nor a writer. In fact, most of the articles you'll read in this blog were not mine. They were my boyfriend's sentiments. He likes to write poems on people and life itself. He started to expressed his thoughts through poetry after he met his first love. Ouch! Definitely SHE's not me. Unfortunately, this "girl" wasn't able to read any of them. I hope one day, she'll be able to visit this blog. Swim with me under the depths of the sea, take a plunge on life's poetry. My desire is to inspire everyone with my boyfreind's works and other articles written by some not-so-famous authors. I may be able to post some of my sentiments for the day and bore you with my repeatitive rants(just joking).